Dani

  Family can defines anything. People you used to talk, people who always been there for you at your lowest or even the people that you known since your birth. There are time I have thoughts in my mind is family will always be there for you when you really need them like in the movies you've always watched? Maybe some of them will say yes but do they actually show us the other side that is more real one? I've learnt a lot from movies or series day by day, from time to time and I realise that family always got your back no matter how good or how bad you've been through in your live, decision that you've made. Feels want to write this because I just watched WandaVision recently and even rerun it! This is the part when I realised that the pain that we have, the people that we lose (either dead or not), we can't or will never bring them back or forget about it. It is hurt but we have to move on and move on it's not mean we need to forget about it, but we accepting, ...

PERCAYA Satu benda yang aku rasa 'sensitive issue' for certain people. Especially percaya dekat orang. Dulu kita tengok orang tu, dari body language dia, percakapan dia, cara dia bergaul dengan orang, cara dia handle satu-satu masalah tu buat kita 'look up' and nak jadi macam dia one fine day. Betul, makin kita kenal orang tu, makin kita nampak kekurangan dia, kelemahan dia. Aku tak cakap aku bangga dengan dia sebab dia sempurna. Ada beza. Aku PERCAYA dia sebab cara dia berhadapan dengan orang, cara dia handle satu masalah dari sekecil alam sampai la sebesar-besarnya. Makin lama aku kenal, aku dah tak nampak semua tu, hilang. Matang tak diukur berdasarkan umur, tapi cara pembawaan diri seseorang tu. Harini lagi aku nampak kau bukanla orang yang aku pernah hormat, bangga macam dulu. Semua tu hilang. Maaf kalau rasa diri ni berubah, tapi tak mampu nak letak 'topeng' yang dipakai selama ni demi menjaga hati.  DAH PENAT.