Family can defines anything. People you used to talk, people who always been there for you at your lowest or even the people that you known since your birth. There are time I have thoughts in my mind is family will always be there for you when you really need them like in the movies you've always watched? Maybe some of them will say yes but do they actually show us the other side that is more real one?
I've learnt a lot from movies or series day by day, from time to time and I realise that family always got your back no matter how good or how bad you've been through in your live, decision that you've made. Feels want to write this because I just watched WandaVision recently and even rerun it!
This is the part when I realised that the pain that we have, the people that we lose (either dead or not), we can't or will never bring them back or forget about it. It is hurt but we have to move on and move on it's not mean we need to forget about it, but we accepting, manage to let it go and can talk about it without any struggle about it. Loosing someone that ist closest to you definitely hurt, yes I agree with that but we have to let it go and let the good memories stays with you for the rest of your life, will you
Each of us had been in that phase where we could not take the pain in our life, burnt out and want to sleep all day hoping that we ccan forget the next day. (literally listening to reckless by Madison Beer) while writing this.
What more could we lose? -Thor-
Siblings are the closest people we grown up, fight and cry with. (maybe?) dont be defensive, not all of us get along with our siblings, but I can't deny that they're the ones who will defend you no matter how messed up you are.
First appearance of Wanda in Avengers : Age of Ultron, with her twin brother, Pietro, shows me that he could do anything for her sister and protect her in any way and it hurts me seeing Wanda cried knowing her brother died saving Hawkeye. Second loosing in her life and she's alone and mentally down after both of her parents.
Then there's Vision came along helping her to heal and moving on and fell in love with each other. All was good until Thanos came in Infinity War. (sorry lots of movie names but that is where my point is) Thanos wants the 'Mind Stone' and Wanda is the only person can destroy it and she had to watched Vision dying dying for second time in a cruel way. (for me)
It makes me sad even more when Wanda lose Natasha, Steve and no one check on her after the Endgame. She wants to take Vision but S.W.O.R.D didn't gave her the permission as Vision is a 'government property' (like whattttt) seriously I'm a bit emotional about it because that is her third loss in her life.
This makes me think that we couldn't have a proper 'goodbye' for the ones that we love and it's too much too handle to anyone.
In WandaVision, I learnt that everything is about family. Protecting the one we love are not easy as we couldn't control everything that happens in our life. How Wanda didn't tell Vision about his past life, how everything weird that keeps happening between them.
The moment Wanda fights with Agatha, she had to choose either her family or the people that she held as hostages. (oops spoiler alert!) she couldn't bear to lose anyone else in her life. When she realised that she is way more stronger, she had to let go the people that she loves, because she couldn't bring back the one that already died back to life even how much we try.
The moment come and it's sad when Wanda said to her children, "thank you for choosing me as your mom". Of course it's hard to let go people that spend most of the time with us and love them more than our own self.
This is where I understand that the memories are there even it's just a while. Even we far apart, but the memories with them stays with us us and kept in our mind and heart. Always and forever.
FAMILY IS FOREVER -Wanda Maximoff-
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